I’ve been hurt, I’ve been played, I’ve been lied too. But then again, so has everyone. But, this past time as literally hurt the most. I never once thought you would hurt me. Never. But, there you were making out with the guy I can’t seem to ever get out of my mind, in the same fucking room as me. Like you dont even have enough decency to do it somewhere else? You know what? That hurt me more than him telling me we should stop talking. It hurt me that much. It was mostly because I told you everything that happened between us, yet you still did what you did. You have absolutely NO EXCUSE. It hurt more because I trusted you, and trust is something I value. Value more than you’ll ever know. You knew everything, and you betray me. I never thought I would have someone betray me, but you surprised me, didn’t you? Everyone agrees that was really fucked up. Someone also told me to forgive you, not now, not a week from now, but to forgive you eventually. She said we didn’t have to be friends, but forgiveness would set me free. Well I’m sorry, I can’t do that. You have crossed a line I never thought I would have to set on my friends. I’m okay, though. Better even. Stronger too. I realized one good thing from all this, I’m ready. Ready to move on, get away from the hurt, and accept new people into my life and not push them away from fear that he might come back. I know he’s not. And I’m not only ready, but I’m willing to let him go and move on to the bright future and choices that only I can make. You have screwed your chances of ever being my friend again, but in a way you have helped me finalllllllllly move on, so I’ll thank you for that. Other than that fuck you and I hope you have a nice time with Karma, I know I did.
If you’ve ever wanted to step into a room that feels like it goes on into infinity, well, now you can. At Tate Modern in London from February 9 to June 5, 2012, you’ll find a space filled with mirrors and small LED lights, which change color. Infinity Mirror Room – Filled with the Brilliance of Life is by famous Japanese artist Yayoi Kusama, an 82-year-old woman who has spent most of the last forty years of her life as a voluntary resident in a psychiatric hospital. Telegraph says that soon after “she became a household name, her signature polka dot patterns covering everything from department stores to buses.” (If the name sounds familiar, she was also the one behind The Obliteration Room at the Gallery of Modern Art, Brisbane which we wrote about here.)
This new installation, created specifically for her retrospective at Tate Modern, is the artist’s largest mirrored room to date. Vogue UK describes it as “suspending the viewer in space.”
You can get a preview of the show on Guardian’s website. In addition to a sequence of rooms, the exhibition will feature many of Kasuma’s artworks in various media including painting, sculpture, and film.
omg I need to see this
Wow.
